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busting loose from the emotions game
November 2009 
When were you last suprised by joy?
Posted on Jul 22nd, 2008
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halinagold
halinagold
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for July 22, 2008:
My most surprising experience of joy occurred two months after my ex (whom I had considered to be my soul-mate, my partner forever) and I decided to split.
The divorce had been very, very tough and challenging by itself and also brought me back to the most difficult experiences in my entire life, so I've been processing heavy emotional stuff like hell, non stop.
Then one morning, 2 weeks after I've moved to my own apartment I woke up and was pure joyfulness! For no particular reason - it was just joy showering me. Nothing else could enter my awareness for a whole month. Then I was ready to do some more work on the remaining stuff although it was really minor compared to what I've experienced before the break through.
It was (and is) an amazing experience, because 2 months earlier I kind of expected that it would take me like 10 years to just find some kind of balance. Pure joy like that I didn't even take into consideration. Also, such an experience of joy - which from there started permeating ALL my emotions, ALL my feelings - is not something you can imagine or figure out beforehand anyhow.
I'm aware of the fact that this was possible partly due to the "emotional home work" I've done all my life and most of all, my busting loose from the emotions game work.
But again, even if I've done all the work, I couldn't imagine I would get there so soon.
The divorce had been very, very tough and challenging by itself and also brought me back to the most difficult experiences in my entire life, so I've been processing heavy emotional stuff like hell, non stop.
Then one morning, 2 weeks after I've moved to my own apartment I woke up and was pure joyfulness! For no particular reason - it was just joy showering me. Nothing else could enter my awareness for a whole month. Then I was ready to do some more work on the remaining stuff although it was really minor compared to what I've experienced before the break through.
It was (and is) an amazing experience, because 2 months earlier I kind of expected that it would take me like 10 years to just find some kind of balance. Pure joy like that I didn't even take into consideration. Also, such an experience of joy - which from there started permeating ALL my emotions, ALL my feelings - is not something you can imagine or figure out beforehand anyhow.
I'm aware of the fact that this was possible partly due to the "emotional home work" I've done all my life and most of all, my busting loose from the emotions game work.
But again, even if I've done all the work, I couldn't imagine I would get there so soon.
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That's trrruly amazing!!!
I wish myself the same thing… maybe sooner than I think … :)
You give me hope..!
Let's spread the joy!!!
:)
Marie
Hi Marie,
The thing is: the more you wish joy to come the longer it takes to open up to it.
It really is about realizing that everything is joy already.
:-)
Thank you!
Thank you!
Thank you!
So true… joy IS NOW!
EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING NOW
:)))
just be Joy and that's it! :o)
halinagold,
thank you sooo much for intro me to the book “busting loose from the money game” it reminded me of my avatar training (avatar master 7 yrs ago) - and now i should be refreshing that course! discreating all the 3d game…
i have been using hooponopono big time for the emotional cleansing so i dont think i need the $300 course on that..and avatar does that too if i can find time to refresh…but just out of curiosity…does he continue discreating limiting beliefs…with going into the emotions, making them as big and real as possible..feeling thru that..naming it (without judgement …i.e. fear) and then saying or doing…”this is not I, allow to discreate (actually that is avatar but his system is close and i already have this ingrained)….
and then reminding myself that I AM PURE UNLIMITED ALL POWERFUL GODDESS, OR FREE FLOWING CONSCIOUSNESS..in any words that day that make me fill in the SOURCE ENERGY that is us…?
i could always use more help!:-))
thanks, d.
Hi Debra,
In the end, the really important thing is not the details of a technique, but where you are on your journey - Phase 1 or Phase 2? My impression is that you're in “late Phase 1” and that means that whatever technique you will use will support your Phase 1 journey.
Always do what you feel motivated to do. If you feel motivated to refresh avatar and continue with hooponopono that's great! Phase 2 is not in any way better than Phase 1 - it's just a different way of living your life.
Busting Loose is definitely not the same as the systems you mention, even if there may be similarities. Again, it's not about words, it's not about techniques, it's about where you are on your journey.
If at some later point your journey takes you into Phase 2 your motivation will change and you will view your present journey in a very different light.
Warm greetings -
Halina
wow thanks halingold…will continue the journey!
ps halina,
just a quickie…i saw that when i signed up for his newsletters, the last one was in 2005?
i guess the only recent thing would be the 2005 book on emotional freedom?
i am re-reading the book again…today…(tho i think the avatar has more similiarities than you might notice) …it also believes this is all a holographic universe we are constantly creating…and it took me years to feel into that thru my heart and out of the mind programming…so i am definitely late phase 1…heading into 2…
i also know that any techniques that work…is ok…he only has one chapter on that..and its basically putting awareness into our creations as they come up and collapsing them,….tho i find it harder to do than just using the technique over and over…they are stubborn little succkers…
i am hoping you come out of your present situation (divorce) even higher off the matrix grid than before…which i am thinking phase 3:-) and again thank you and send you LOADS AND LOADS OF APPRECIATION..something i always knew how to do -
blessings, d.
Hi -
As I create it, Robert Scheinfeld's last newsletter was sent out yesterday. :-) :-)
You'll find all his Phase 2 materials here - everything else that he's done is earlier work, supporting Phase 1.
The divorce wasn't really something to come out of - it was a way to transition to a new stage in my life - even more expansion - even more joy - even more abundance experienced in my daily life. Amazing!
In joyful appreciation :-)
Halina
let me rephrase that..come out of…to transition to a new er stage…
i signed up on your site and will follow the fun….
much joy, d.