I moved here immediately after a divorce 6 months ago. After the first two weeks - where I was busy exploring the remaining illusions of loneliness, pain, sickness etc. - I woke up one day and realized that I was full of joy and feel completely at home. I have felt like this more or less ever since. 
Interestingly, as much as I feel at home here, I'm not attached to my apartment. I'm ready to move on if and when it's time for me to move on. This too is new.

Earlier on my journey it would take me months and sometimes years to really experience a place as my home.


My experience of home changes naturally as changes my experience of myself. At this moment I'm more and more opening to the fact that I can feel at home anywhere, because everywhere and everything is my creation. Home is who I am - it is not something appearing to be outside of me. I'm always at home and everything becomes yet another magical room in my ever expanding home.

There's no best way to love the Earth. There's no best way to love yourself either. There is no best way as there is no worst way. There is just love. There is just you and all Creation, including Earth. You are who you are. You do what you do. That's the best way to do it. Because in that moment there's no other way.

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This is something that I view differently at different points of my journey. In the beginning of my adult life I'd probably say it's the same. Now I feel it's the exact opposite! Isn't it amazing?

Now, to me, fact means something that I experience as physical. It is in other words a creation, an element of the dream I'm dreaming. And so - and there's a beautiful humor to that! - a fact - which we tend to associate with something solid, stable, measurable - is really but a divine soap bubble!

Truth however is that which is real - that which creates the illusory facts- that which you cannot measure, cannot document, cannot prove, cannot grasp. But you can feel it. You can know it - not intellectually but intuitively and/or as a direct experience in consciousness.

I am Truth. You are Truth. And we play with facts as if they were real! Wow!!

Myself! Obvious as it may seem, acknowledging that you are the one you've lived with the longest is a crucial realization in terms of loving and appreciating yourself as your own Life Companion. Just think (and feel!) about everything you've experienced, discovered, learned, created throughout your entire life! And how you've unfolded in all kinds of ways!
If you could see it all - and I do mean ALL OF IT - without judgment, with the infinite appreciation and love that is your true nature - if you could see yourself from an expanded perspective - it would blow your mind entirely!
And maybe one day it will!  :-)

There are two, in fact and in the end it's all about trust: One opportunity is to participate in several joint ventures that I'm being invited to, promoting other people's books and thus potentially making my work visible to thousands and thousands of people, growing my mailing lists, getting more clients perhaps. The other opportunity is to let go of all that and dedicate more of my time to writing my own books and concentrating on my own projects. Right now I feel inspired and motivated to choose the latter.

And no, it's not the usual choice between work and creativity, or money and creativity. Money will take care of itself anyhow and at this point of my journey I don't feel that by declining opportunities I'm loosing on something. It's merely the choice between trusting my own path or not. And that's not really a choice. It's already been made.